daily blog

random but.

Im happy. 

I’m happy for you and I’m happy for what i am doing.

Military it is my friend

There are days where I’m just fucking tired of the bullshit.

So I leave to the gym and work out. It works too. I meet new people, I get healthier, and stronger.
I really can’t wait until I’m able to meet the requirements for the National Guard or the air force. Idk yet thought or maybe navy with reena and what not.
I just don’t wanna regret doing something later on. Oh well let’s see how that goes.

almost crashed the night before.

aparently i can still drive perfect although I’m high off my mind :D

thats good!!

time to go mimis because i have to wake up early as fuck!!

its been 7 days since i truly wrote on this.

ill do one today.

i hated yesterday. everything fell apart again. just as i was on my 2 feet. everything came tumbling down. my mom found out i smoke weed because she found a container with nothing in it. she kicked me out and she disconnected my phone. i don’t like that she did that and i actually tried to reason with her but oh well. so I’m living at my friends for a bit. i hope things turn around soon because i really need to get my shit together.

today i spent it with deanna, we practically slept all day and no lie i was kinda sad today that i couldn’t do anything. i really wanted to go to the gym but i couldn’t. I really just wanna disappear sometimes but oh well.

things could be worst.